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Sunday, March 25, 2012

Spirituality

As someone who is Roman Catholic, born and raised, I find that all of the readings play a part in my everyday life. After I read Brother Hayes’s account of his own spirituality and call to the brotherhood, it made me kind of jealous. Not jealous because he’s a brother, but because of his closeness with his faith. Brother Hayes said that “something was happening that was far beyond what [he] could understand at that point, but [he] no longer felt quite as frightened. God was in control.” I believe that all Christians aspire to not only live a life of faith, but to have that feeling that God is guiding them in some way. The lack of these experiences among lay people, I think, is the reason that religious autobiographies aren’t popular. People feel either feel like bad Christians or jealous over the fact that someone else had the experience that they desire. On the other hand, spiritual self-help books lay out the foundations for these people so that they can work on themselves, become better people of faith, and essentially feel that closeness with their religion and God.
Each person has their own desires within their religion, such as Brother Hayes, but when a person feels slighted by their religion what are their options? This question was brought up in the blog Courage and the Church. I am a very spiritual person and I will be the first to admit that I ask controversial faith based questions to better understand my faith. However, I think that Julia, the young woman who wrote this piece, isn’t trying to better understand Catholicism, rather she seems to want to tear it down a little bit. She asks fellows Catholics to question the validity of certain religious political positions, and if they should walk away because they don’t agree. To me, a person who’s been going to private school since Kindergarten, it seems to be something that someone who doesn’t know all the facts would write. There are options within the Church but she doesn’t acknowledge them. It’s scary because the power that this blog has is immense, primarily because it’s on the internet.
 Religion can be a very personal thing, while the internet is a very public thing. In the post New Models for the Church in a New Media World by Jim Rice, he says that “in our globally connected time, our very metaphors are changing, and this could be an opportunity for deeper insights that draw us closer to God and to one another.” Being able to connect with a fellow Christian half way around is a powerful thing and I understand Rice’s examples, but the meaning of the word “Catholic” is universal. In my religion, we believe that our faith connects us and transcendent these types of mediums (the internet). Like I said, I understand Rice’s examples but I don’t need a Facebook status or Tweet to make me feel connected to or empathy for my brothers and sisters in Christ around the world.
These three examples, autobiographies, blogs, and the use of the internet, are all ways that can foster growth in people’s spirituality. I firmly believe that there is a place on the internet for writing about spirituality. Today more than ever people are turning their back on the concept of organized religion and focusing on their personal relationship with God and the growth of their own spirituality. The internet provides that outlet for people seeking these desires and in turn, gives them a place to educate others on their own journey.

8 comments:

  1. Your point regarding Brother Hayes reading about realizing that God is in control of your life is amazing, isn’t it? Knowing that everything you’ve wanted is beginning to fall into place and for once, you’re not stressed, anxious or worried. Simply, you’re at peace. This moment came for me a few times, actually. Once when I was in Assisi in Italy, roaming around a completely new area and knowing almost zero Italian, but there was a feeling I got when I would go into the churches that quieted my mind, and I was left really in tune with my feelings. The second time came when I was actually in my dorm room here at Walsh when I received acceptance into the grad school I was really pushing for. I prayed for weeks I would get it, and there I was, sitting at my desk people watching through my window and got the phone call. With that one phone call, everything fell into place and I felt so grateful and blessed. It was amazing. Knowing that I just left everything in God’s hands and just went with it was terrifying to say the least, but I knew he had a plan for me.

    I liked that you questioned the writer of the women in church blog Ron included for our readings. I think it’s important to voice our opinions and Catholics, because by sitting on the sidelines quiet, no one will learn. I agree that a blog like hers has immense power, being on the Internet, and that what she writes/publishes will be in cyber-history forever. But the internet is a wonderful tool to help educate others, and I think it will be for years to come.

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  2. First of all, congrats on getting into your #1! I actually just got an acceptance letter for graduate school yesterday, so I can understand your excitement :-)
    It is a wonderful to feel God taking some control in our lives and thank you for sharing your experiences with me. I love hearing about those types of experiences. For me, I only had, what I would describe as, half an experience, which is why I didn't include it in my response. I was in Church on one of the most beauteous Sundays ever, kneeling after taking Communion. I remembering being in such a den place and when I opened my eyes after praying, the sacristy was glowing as if the sun only shined on that spot. I had a rush of feelings and was really freaked out to be honest, but before anything could happen my mom tapped my shoulder and it was gone. No more light, no rush of feelings ... it was the weirdest and most awesome thing that ever happened to me.

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    1. congrats on your acceptance too!! What school did you get accepted to? And what do you plan on going for? Sorry, I'm a nosy person.

      Your experience sounds amazing! I love moments like that, when all is calm in the world and you really feel at peace with yourself. It's strange to think that what if what you saw was just meant for you, and not seen by anyone else? Was that God's way of telling you he was there & could hear your prayers? Definitely a remarkable experience!

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    2. Congrats on your grad school acceptance!

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    3. Thanks Maria and Angela ... it's to Akron, for history of course lol but I am still waiting to hear back from some other schools that I applied to.

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  3. Hi Megan,

    Thanks for your honesty about your jealousy when you read Brother Hayes’ journal. I think you raise a good point when you say that the reason that spiritual autobiographies are popular is that the lay people rarely have these overtly powerful and religious experiences themselves. I do think that your assessment of Julia is remiss in one respect, however. She debates whether or not people should leave the Catholic Church if they are dissatisfied with it, but in the end, she indicates that people would do better to stay within the church and work to better it from the inside. She uses logic from St. Thomas Aquinas to back up this point. In the final paragraph, she does say that this path may not be for everyone, and indicates that if someone feels they will get closer to God outside the Catholic Church, then she would not be so fundamentalist as to deny them that option. She does, however, indicate that staying within the Church is the best in her eyes for most people.

    You bring up an interesting perspective about Rice’s article and the role of technology within the Catholic faith. I liked how you used the origin of the word “Catholic” as universal to argue that technology was unnecessary for you in our faith to feel connected to the other Catholics all over the globe. Great argument- and nice use of the meaning of Catholicism. I was wondering if you thought this perspective is valuable for you and is personal, or if it would apply to all other members of the Catholic faith? In other words, just because you didn’t find technology valuable, could you see it benefitting another Catholic in his or her faith?

    Thanks,
    Maria

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    1. Thanks for your comments Maria and in response to Julia's blog, which obviously meant different things to you and I, I would say that my argument of her not giving options is still valid. To me she was almost giving an ultimatum, stay or leave. She never talks about any other options for people who feel certain ways about their faith ... either suck it up or get out. That's how I took her argument anyways. And as for her evidence with using Aquinas as an example, people can interpret things to their benefit. I’m not saying that she is, honestly I wasn’t really looking too closely at it, but that’s something to keep in mind too. As for you question about the internet, I think that people can use the internet for whatever purposes they deem necessary. If they want or need the internet to feel connected to other Christians than that is fine. It's totally a personal thing. But as I said, for me, I don't need the internet to feel connected to other of faith.
      Thanks for your comments :)

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    2. Thanks for this debate- it's really healthy for gaining new perspectives!

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